Spring breeze blows your hair quietly, you keep your head down for all the time. Facing the truth is too hard, right? A flower blossom in the field beside you. That flower is standing alone but you are the one who look so lonely. All those sorrow filled in your eyes, heavily breathing, crying inside.
I know you cant go further, because taking another step means leave everything behind. Even all those sorrow is crying for you right now. Some people wants to fly that badly, but for a while you really hate your wings because owned it means you have to fly in no time.
Dont be sorry for your gone.
Dont be sorry, things became nuts as you leave but i know you hardly breathing there. Never let go was too harsh to say, i keep you in mind not a second left behind. All those goodbye that world doesnt let me tell you and all those days that i stupidly wait you to come home i will just burned it down. Simply because i know you will walk on that flower road up there.
Memory flashes down and pull me on my knees, begging. Turn back time, please. I dont even know why, although things werent as hard as back then but couple things is too hard to handle without you. All those years is deleted inch by inch, automatically. I keep holding it back but they keep falling out of my head; sadly.
Write me a story about what kind of flower you saw up there, what kind people you met and tell me how they treat you. Put it in words and break it down, and then the rain drops will tell me your story. Or you can put it in bottle and drop it to the sea, and then the waves will bring it to me.
Tertanda,
Rizky Amalia.
Ps. Pardon my grammar-just bcs its too cheezy to write it in bahasa.
teebb....
BalasHapus